This weekend was really something. I got to go to passion conference held at nokia theater this weekend. Francis Chan and Louis Giglio was the speaker while worship/concert was with Chris Tomlin, David Crowder Band, and Matt Redman. yeah uh huh it was aawesome. the music was phenomenal but i'll talk about it later. As I have said previously the past few weeks i felt deprived, drained from all of the activities at church/youth ministry. all the thinking about what am I to do with my future as in school and career. and what is life without having a stable career right? it was pretty hectic I've forgotten of why I do what I do and why it's been so hard somewhat lacking in ... motivation? anyhow being away from the bubble is taking its toll... haha. it's a good thing because this is the real world that I'm living in and it will be hard for me to get encouragement about life, school, relationships etc. I do miss it but it's time i stand up on my own. So like i was saying i do miss the old days listening to good sermon from good speakers. As for me being in a new church we do not have that, it has been small discussion groups which is great but i need more. I need some expository preaching that convicts me, remind me of my place in this world, remind me of my purpose, encourage me. I haven't had that for a long time. Having said that being in this conference kind of refreshes me. and I know it sounds selfish and it probably is; but i needed it. Francis talked about something similar to his previous talk but he reminded me that God is a great God and He wants all of me not just a part its all or nothing. In addition to that the Holy Spirit's power is from God, because of that those that have receive it or claim to have receive it should show it in their everyday lives; a life that is a reflection that of our Christ. Louis' talks was pretty much tied into it and i think it was more of a sharing of one girl's testimony; about her journey of being saved because of her roomate. and it was touching but from that he emphasize that we are here to be a light in the darkness and we can't do that if we do the same things we do in our old life. All in all it was a good reminder and it touches true in this real world I live in now, outside the safety net of the master's college.
OK... the music like I said was phenomenal. DCB is always awesome in concert and this is my second time being in their concert. Chris Tomlin and Matt Redman was equally awesome I've never seen them in concert and don't know a lot of their songs but it was awesome nonetheless. All of this was made awesomer? by the fact that we got front row and i mean touch the stage front row. yup it was deafening but cool. and the experience was different... i know it was more like a concert but it was also worship and i guess i can only compare it to my experience at masters. this was better but it wasn't just the song, just the atmosphere of thousands of students singing worshiping the same God in song and dance was...wow.. breathtaking. if i have one suggestion for tmc i think they should let chapel be free grounds for dancing worship in forms.
At the end I bought a book by piper looking forward to reading and finishing it.toodles

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I forgot to add that Passion is doing a world tour and one of the country they are going to visit is INDONESIA. This is the country which I was born and raised until the age of 12. me and my family left with a so long be gone attitude because of how the people have treated us. but then back then I didn't know what it means to be a Christian how to share the love that God has given me. So when I heard about this I am really surprised and well overjoyed because of what's happening in Indo. So for those i ask you to pray for indonesia, for a revival and for the people to recognize the power of God. I would also raise the concern for safety for all those that are involved with this, i know they're not going to the hostile island but still it's a huge christian event that's never been done before in indonesia and also passion peeps are white caucassian western so... yeah...

It's been a while in the past 5 weeks the following have happened

• Graduated, though haven't walk yet that'll be in May
• Passed 2 CLEP test
• Shotgun multiple CV to lots of biotech companies
• Moved out of my apartment to move back home
• been to 3 weddings of my close friends
• Visited a amelia and hans and their lil baby naomi
• hung out with some people that's not been seen for a while
• did traffic school
• sent my DMV registration
• haha my life is boring....
• looking for more jobs now